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I shed tears when I gave thanks to God for the situation in which I found myself. I could still see with my right eye, walk around and wash small garments with my hands.
In the beginning, however, I thought of doing nothing. But I soon felt that this kind of thinking was rather a negative way of dealing with my reality.
Then, while encountering others, I realized three important things to keep in my mind and to put them into practice. So, while taking a break, I pondered on the meaning of those three things.
First, I was invited to see my situation and the people around me with my inner eye. It is much easier to look at superficial appearances and judge others, but Jesus always invites us to look at others and events with our inner eye without complaining, judging or criticizing.
In this world filled with the mysteries of life, there are still more beautiful and touching stories than the ugly areas of life. Looking at others with our inner eye means having empathy, sympathy, compassion, warm-hearted understanding, a forgiving heart, keeping silent, seeing the beauty of life in a positive way, appreciating the marvelous merits of people, affirming and encouraging myself and others and being inspired by the Spirit.
The second thing I learned is to talk less and slowly and to keep silent as much as I can. Being an introvert, I am rather reticent. However, it is a lot easier to talk and express myself immediately than pondering and appreciating things deep in my heart. I think sincere and thoughtful pondering is a spring of discernment, acceptance, creativity, wisdom and inspiration.
The third thing I learned again is not to overwork yourself. I used to take care of my garden during my breaks or self-study time. I hardly rested during the day. Furthermore, I tend to immerse myself and concentrate on what I am doing without interruption. I don't often get up from the chair when I'm working in front of the computer.
These habits gradually made my neck feel tense and gave me backaches. Like a blessing in disguise, I had to get enough rest while lying face down for two weeks to ensure a full recovery. When I stood or walked around, I had to lean my head forward. For another two weeks, I had to sleep on my side.
When I began to take care of myself, I came to realize the importance of taking regular breaks despite our hectic schedule. Anyhow, I am grateful for being able to refresh myself with new perspectives. Let me share with you a poem I wrote:
Way
Even if there is no road
If I walk first
It becomes the way.
Even if there is no hope
If I dream desperately
The sun rises.
Even if I am blind
If I look inward
I fly like a bird.
The author is a member of the Daughters of St. Paul (Figlie di San Paolo) living and giving the Good News to the world by means of social communication. Learn more about the congregation at fsp.pauline.or.kr.
